Love Dust

★ What I Want

Assalamualaikum. As usual. Bad things happen everyday but same goes to the good stuffs and things. So, I'll just say that these days, my life was quite..stable. So, I've made my decision. I think, I just want to stay. At SUKSES. Idk why, but I REALLY don't think that I'll get straight A's for my PMR. Yeah. So, my mum applied for the MRSM and Teknik for me and asked me to apply for SBP on my own. But, since SBP was too leceh so, I didn't apply it. Har har har. My bad. (I'm so sorry, ibu.)

So, What about my relationship................. Hehehehe. I didn't have any special relationship with anyone (except for my love,Kwang Soo) Hahahahaha. But, I just really think that I've crush on someone. hikhikhik. (Gedik mode major turn on) hhahahaha it can't be told but still I want to tell you hahahhaah it's my 'lembu' huahuahuahuhau. Who's lembu? Of course, he's a guy. huahuhauhauhua. It's a joke. He's my friend, you looser. Huahuahuahua. Not funny? Well, whatever. I'm cool liddat. (stop it)

Okay, I was just soooooo excited last night when my Lembu text me and said that he miss our old conversation (eventhough memang merepek kayu kayan geli mengada jiwang gila) He says that it shows that we've grown up. 2 years ago, we're sorta kinda selekeh something but now? Yeah, we've grown up together and it's beautiful. The memories, was just unforgetable. Thanks, Lembu for making my day more beautiful. We're nothing but I think I just really like you as a friend, sure.

About myself. Emmmmm. I've break my own heart for loving (which is meant sebenarnya ala ala crush je)
someone that will nevaaaa love me back. Hahahha sad life and sounds like forever alone and yeah, I am loner ranger. Seriously. But, fortunately. I was reallyyyyyy glad that his girlfriend is pretty like angel seriously. (Ala ala Alim stok ustazah sikit ah) (but nevermind) (as long as she's good) (and pretty) So, I'm happy for him. For them. I wish they will last forever until ke jinjang pelamin and have their own daughters and sons and live and died and live again in Jannah. Together. Forever. (Lahai sad life gila kau ni Farah seriously)

So, I'm tired for having crush. I need to stop this un-healthy activities. Hehehehe. Wish me luck guys.

And yeah, for my ex-crush aka my ex guardian angel. Be happy cuz that will make me happier :) xx