
Helllooooo everybody. What a beautiful day today as I've settled down all my problems. Including Zaqia's too. How about my probs with Mrs. J? Yeah, kind of settled down there (maybe).
Life sometimes make me sick. With people around us which is sometimes, never think what they'd done to us. Like seriously, I do hate NS. Why am I say so? Because after what he had done to my friends. I mean friendS. Both of them. I just feel like, yknoww, kind of sick for just hearing his name. Ugh, cant you just ever imagine it? For me, that's what I called, a PLAYBOY with a nasty moves. I don't think that he is the right person for us, I mean for girls to make it up for a long last relationship. I know it's kind of a jerky statement. But, still. I just feel so. So, Im sorry for those who are fall into him, cmoon. Step back from him. He's not the one. Chill.
So, I just though just now, the more I think about my problems, the more I've got to learn what is world all about. This is the time where will I grew older, where did I grew more mature in everything I do, ask and talk. Thanks for Mrs.J for teaching me for always be more careful on people. Dear babe, we're friends, huh? Dont we? Got it there.
My heart knocked by someone outside it. Once again. Should I really open the door or just let him be until he left and step back from me? Im lil bit scared for being hurt again. Just please, cant we just stay awesome as friends? Does the word "taken" is just that important for you? By then, let this tittle just stay in this awesome place. Okay, I really do like ya, but it doesn't meant I want to have a relationship more than this. I just want to focus on my study first, can't I? Thanks for always being with me, for always making me laugh and else. But, friend is just friend. Nothing more and nothing less.
Everyone could just say, "Eh kak. Couple jelah. Apa masalahnya? Takut mak kau marah eh?" Naa, for me, that is what we called respect. Respect to our mum is the most important thing for me. I dont care people will just say that im such a chicken, nevermind. Let 'em be. I know what I'm doin better than ya. So, just please. Don't judge my decision, don't judge myself. Because you're not anythin for me, lil beef. BOO for yourself. Okay, Im done.
So, dont you ever thought for being with someone that we had being closed before? as friend? Tweet me.